Friday, June 10, 2005

The Recalcitrant Brother Sends Me an Email

I've talked to the recalcitrant brother twice this week, which is more than I talk to him most months. He's settled into his new living arrangement and now has internet access. He called to get my email address. I gave him my work one, and he promptly sent me an email with "free porn" as the subject line. Of course, the "protective filter" we have at work quarantined that sucker. So, today he called to find out why I hadn't emailed him back. Just now, he's sent me another email called "candy puppies flowers" that says "hopefully this will squeeze by your filter". I'm really excited that he has email. I miss him so much and we just don't have the opportunity (hee, that's a word with a lot behind it) to spend much time together other than at family functions. Talking to him on the phone, I'm always surprised by how articulate and funny and wise he is, because he's not like that around our parents. Living with the Butcher, as much as I bitch about it, has been one of the most fortunate things in my life. When I left home to go to college, he was a little boy who hated me (he'll tell you the same thing) for being such a bitch about letting him befriend the stalker. I'm very glad that we've gotten to know each other and become friends as adults. Not that we wouldn't have if we hadn't lived together, but he's six years younger than me. It would have taken us a long time to become friends. The recalcitrant brother and I have always had a relationship where he does his thing, I do mine, but, when the chips are down, we have each other's back. Back when he was a scrawny sophomore in high school, he was the one who finally put an end to the stalking with a baseball bat. So, I'd like to negotiate some way for us to just be friends, for it not to be always some crisis that brings us together. Probably, this email stuff is a good start.


Blogger Twyla said...

I can really relate to the desire to have friendship with siblings. My own sibs were just kids when I left home at 15. I've got a wonderful, best-friend relationship with one sister. Another sister and I have been emailing and I feel hopeful. Then there's a brother that lives closer than the others - only an hour away. I love him and he loves me, but he has small children and we don't seem to find the time. Sad. The other five of my sibs are virtual strangers to me and I find that very, very sad. I've tried email, but they don't seem to want to expend the effort. Ah well, I comfort myself with what I have.

6/10/2005 12:30:00 PM  
Blogger Twinkletoes said...

I think you're both fortunate to be making these efforts now. I think it gets harder when you're older. My mom has a sister who doesn't talk to anyone in her family, and lives alone (in every sense of the word) in a nursing home in Louisiana.

I left home right out of high school and haven't really been close to my six older siblings. Some I'm closer to than others, but we can totally push each other's buttons.

Good luck with the Recalitrant one.

6/10/2005 01:13:00 PM  
Blogger PPB said...

Our work email doesn't capture potentially offensive emails, but sends them with these little warning buttons. I love getting emails from friends with the warning buttons. You have to click that you understand youmight be offended by the material in order to read them.

6/10/2005 01:15:00 PM  
Blogger Yankee T said...

Good luck with the brother. My friendships with my siblings are so important to me.

6/10/2005 02:01:00 PM  
Blogger Aunt B said...

I'm hopeful. I mean, I guess it's fine if we just know that we have each other's backs. But I'd like to take a step forward from "only communicating in times of crisis."

6/10/2005 04:05:00 PM  
Blogger jo(e) said...

I am in a similar situation with my younger brother. I think email is a great first step ....

6/12/2005 06:09:00 AM  

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